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observation de vous;
observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir
the 4 hearts
Monday, May 07, 2007
a new look for the girl, and a new look for her room. (: spent the afternoon clearing my room and shifting the furiture everywhere. it looks fab. (:tomorrow's 8th of may. (: hints. nudges. secret smile. (: (: (: --------------------------------the world's pretty much filled with all sorts of betrayal everywhere. somehow, even people close to you, leak everything out. it doesn't matter to me, if that someone is not anyone close. say all that you want to say. but it can't hurt me when it's not the truth, and especially if you're not any significant person in my life. but the ones that hurt most, are the ones when i get hit so badly by people i love, someone close enough to me i'm ready to share my feelings and my deepest secrets with. what happens when you realise that someone so close to you just says everything out to someone else? friendship suddenly spells a whole new different meaning to me. i tell it all out because i trust. weren't we all friends? so why play this game? if the aim was to hurt me, well done, aced it i must say. so what now? now i'm hurt, what else it there? hurt me deeper? i love you. so go on, i don't mind taking all the hurt. if it makes it better, go ahead. do it. i thought we were somehow a small family. like a sudden closeness. then why does everything spill out? it hurts. and i guess i thought wrong. wishful thinking on my part. melissa is a girl who holds her grudges well. but i can't bring myself to get back to someone i love.
- everything's just temporary;
8:18 PM
